Hello fellas, how is your 2012 doing so far? Is it exciting? Is it doing just fine?
Mine? Mine was doing fine. Just like the old days, meeting up some friends. The only thing that changed is my college postponed. I took another Uni exam, just like I told you on my preview post. Besides that, nothing really has particularly changed.
Well, apparently it has been almost 3 years since I made this blog. I've changed its url about 5 times and done uncountable changes in its header.
And since that time too, I've been liking a man whom I can't reach to. He was a crush when I was at 8th grade. He's that kinda man a girl would die for (well, I assume). His pretty good looks, smart-ass brain, nerdy-style, and loyalty were not exact enough to describe him. But for me, I didn't fall for him because of those. I fell for him because of his weirdness & his cute respond. Yeah that was a long time ago. Times where we barely knew each other.
Though I've confessed all of my feelings, he might never really know how I felt. I can slightly remember his respond; He let out a chuckle and quickly changed the whole topic. I didn't mind, I wasn't about to make him my boyfriend anyway. After those awkwardness and everything betweens, we barely contact each other. Shall I say, we lost contact.
Almost in every of his birthday, I still managed to congratulate him. Two years I got replies, a year not. The last time I checked on him was his last year's birthday. I texted him to his number which I got from facebook (Well, facebook can be really useful sometimes). Unexpectedly, he replied me. It wasn't much, but for me, it was one hell of a thing. You know, girls can be so exaggerated sometimes. Hehehe.
Now let's get to the climax...
Out of nowhere, I did click on his facebook name yesterday. And guess what I found!
He already has a girlfriend.
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That tore me apart. Abruptly. Painfully.
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I'm not going to fuss around about his girlfriend like what I did hours ago with Sarri & Kenanga.
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I'm just going to say all of my feeling in here.
Just in case,
He sees this post.
Hi there! Tho, I didn't type your name here, I believe you'll realize. It's 1:1.000.000 chance to have you visit this post. But who cares? I'm still gonna write it.
I've never really known you. Besides all the chit-chats we had years ago.
I've never really liked you. Until I somehow believe that I wasn't liking you, I was falling into you.
I've never really believed that you could be so far away. Until I started slapping myself back to reality.
World has changed. So have you and I.
It's finally the time to burn all the memories of you.
What's the use of keeping the memories when you don't even bother to remember?
Bye, ♥
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