i know it, for sure

Akhirnyaaaaa, mood nulis gue keluar lagi hihi. Sebenernya gara-gara gue lagi pengen nulis novel aja liburan ini. Hahaha yaa, gue mau nulis tapi kayanya dikit aja lagi pengen curcol ttg pendapat hati yang pengen dikeluarin. (fyi, this conclusion was made by me and Rara)

Some pretty girls are dumb.

a shallow thought, isn't it? i know

But, yeah i admitted that i once wanted to be pretty like those stupid-pretty-princess

Apalagi waktu gue nonton "My Sweet Sixteen" di Mtv. Sumpah ya mereka tuh tolol-tolol banget malah sebagian pada gak cantik. Masa ada yang mau ngeblocking jalan rumah sakit buat bikin parade di ulang tahunnya... Oh, C'mon! how silly that thing was!

Dalam perjalanan hidup gue yang masih sangat pendek ini, yang namanya temen & sahabat itu dateng silih berganti they're who pretty&smart or average-girl&funny.

gue punya satu temen yang beautiful, smart,& funny. (just like my idol, Taylor Swift) i can't tell her name (nanti ge-er) yep she's famous, type of a shy girl, and cute. She's one of my bff.

But, yeah my friends are a type of average-girl and smart of course (and i'm the dumb one)

Dan yang ngebuat gue semakin setuju dengan quote itu karena temen-temen gue yang "a bit famous" a bit left me behind. A time when I met them, it felt a little weird. Like i never known them as a close friends. I know it sounds a very shallow of thought.

It might be because you never felt it before. Being left by a close friend and they became famous while you just sat and watched them across the school with their new friends was the hardest part of friendship (&life of course).

Tapi biar begitu, gue NGGAK AKAN MAU menyesali kenapa gue gak ikutan jadi femes kaya mereka... Karena... Gue selalu punya teman-teman yang mengerti gue dan temenan sama gue bukan karena dimanfaatin.

AND MY BIGGEST FEAR IS WHEN SOMEBODY USING ME WHILE THEY'RE BEING FRIENDS WITH ME *with fire*

Haha yah segitulah sebuah hasil pemikiran seorang anak SMA yang cukup dangkal hihi

"persahabatan tidak ada yang sempurna, yang ada hanya orang-orang yang berusaha sebisa mungkin untuk mempertahankannya"

*taken from a novel titled, Refrain by Winna Effendi

xoxo,

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