"...When you love someone but it goes to waste, could it be worse?"
"he's a melody that i try to forget but i cant.." hm, akhinya kisah cinta gue (cailah) sama orang yg udh cukup lama gue suka selesai juga. ya, meskipun gue masih tetep mengaharapkannya dan mungkin masih mengaguminya dari jauh maupun dekat. though it wasn't as sweet as it used to. gue menganggap kisah ini selesai karena dia finally got his own girl. it was sad, i got my worse days for a week. kalo kata Okti, "lo suka banget ya sama dia? sampe segitunya" gue kalo suka sama orang emang gini sih.... tapi kalo sama yg pada akhirnya jadian sama gue pasti gue gak akan jalaninnya serius wekekekek. (it's good when i realize he's not my boy) and honestly, i cried even a little but i swore i cried. I'm usually a type of though girl but this time, my world turned to the lowest part and i couldn't stop it. kata Sarri, "udah gak usah nangis cari aja yg lain" kalo kata Yuki, "Masih banyak yg lain bullllll..." kata Ceki,"dia mah nggak usah diharepin cari yg lain" dan yg terakhir, kata nggi,"Move on bul!" semua menyimpulkan sesuatu yg sama yaitu menyuruh gue MOVE ON!!!!
sebenernya gue juga mau banget move on dan ngelupain dia, tapi gimana bisa gue ngelupain dia kalo dia masih ada disekitar gue dan terus akrab sama gue? tapi akhirnya Yuki dateng dan memberikan satu kalimat yg cukup bikin gue semangat lagi, "Bul, buat apa lo susah susah ngelupain dia kalau emang masih suka, jadiin aja dia kenangan masa SMA..." gue terkesan dan gue sadar kata-kata dia bener hahaha. gue cuma berharap bisa ada yg gantiin dia, tapi sayangnya belum ada yg bisa nyaingin sempurna nya dia haha (kecuali si A, tentunya) Untuk sementara ini, gue punya cara paling ampuh buat ngelupain dia... yaitu, ngumpulin lagu lagu yg penyanyinya ganteeeeeng! gue udah dapet Justin Nozuka, You HAVE TO LISTEN TO HIS SONGS! DAMN GOOD! dan yg pastinya HE'S BEYOND CUTE HAHAHAHA...
selain itu gue lagi dengerin lagu-lagunya Incubus lagi hhmm, their songs make me feel alive :) apalagi nontonin videonya yg ada si BRANDON BOYD, he's so f**king AWESOME! gue juga dengerin lagu-lagunya The Killers sama Coldplay trus Foo Fighters. Pokoknya gue lagi sebisa mungkin ngehindarin lagu-lagu yg cuma pake iringan gitar though i'm still listen to it sometime hihi. gue juga tiba-tiba ngefans sama TRAVIS McCoy!!!! He's cool when i watched him on his journey to AIDS area around the world "Travis McCoy Unbeaten Track" he's cooooooooooool!
hm, okay this is enough hehe bye
"he's a melody that i try to forget but i cant.." hm, akhinya kisah cinta gue (cailah) sama orang yg udh cukup lama gue suka selesai juga. ya, meskipun gue masih tetep mengaharapkannya dan mungkin masih mengaguminya dari jauh maupun dekat. though it wasn't as sweet as it used to. gue menganggap kisah ini selesai karena dia finally got his own girl. it was sad, i got my worse days for a week. kalo kata Okti, "lo suka banget ya sama dia? sampe segitunya" gue kalo suka sama orang emang gini sih.... tapi kalo sama yg pada akhirnya jadian sama gue pasti gue gak akan jalaninnya serius wekekekek. (it's good when i realize he's not my boy) and honestly, i cried even a little but i swore i cried. I'm usually a type of though girl but this time, my world turned to the lowest part and i couldn't stop it. kata Sarri, "udah gak usah nangis cari aja yg lain" kalo kata Yuki, "Masih banyak yg lain bullllll..." kata Ceki,"dia mah nggak usah diharepin cari yg lain" dan yg terakhir, kata nggi,"Move on bul!" semua menyimpulkan sesuatu yg sama yaitu menyuruh gue MOVE ON!!!!
sebenernya gue juga mau banget move on dan ngelupain dia, tapi gimana bisa gue ngelupain dia kalo dia masih ada disekitar gue dan terus akrab sama gue? tapi akhirnya Yuki dateng dan memberikan satu kalimat yg cukup bikin gue semangat lagi, "Bul, buat apa lo susah susah ngelupain dia kalau emang masih suka, jadiin aja dia kenangan masa SMA..." gue terkesan dan gue sadar kata-kata dia bener hahaha. gue cuma berharap bisa ada yg gantiin dia, tapi sayangnya belum ada yg bisa nyaingin sempurna nya dia haha (kecuali si A, tentunya) Untuk sementara ini, gue punya cara paling ampuh buat ngelupain dia... yaitu, ngumpulin lagu lagu yg penyanyinya ganteeeeeng! gue udah dapet Justin Nozuka, You HAVE TO LISTEN TO HIS SONGS! DAMN GOOD! dan yg pastinya HE'S BEYOND CUTE HAHAHAHA...
selain itu gue lagi dengerin lagu-lagunya Incubus lagi hhmm, their songs make me feel alive :) apalagi nontonin videonya yg ada si BRANDON BOYD, he's so f**king AWESOME! gue juga dengerin lagu-lagunya The Killers sama Coldplay trus Foo Fighters. Pokoknya gue lagi sebisa mungkin ngehindarin lagu-lagu yg cuma pake iringan gitar though i'm still listen to it sometime hihi. gue juga tiba-tiba ngefans sama TRAVIS McCoy!!!! He's cool when i watched him on his journey to AIDS area around the world "Travis McCoy Unbeaten Track" he's cooooooooooool!
hm, okay this is enough hehe bye
Bulan
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